Before Merlin…
the mischievous lovable mutt we adore!
there was Lewis…
Lewis stole my heart
Lewis was a “purebred” Cavalier King Charles Spaniel
We purchased Lewis on February 2, 2009 from a “hobby breeder”
(huge mistake please don’t ever buy from back yard breeders !)
Lewis quickly stole our hearts…
(I know I know… he LOOKS like Merlin! that was not planned)
He was an adorable puppy…
always CHEWING… and into every thing … =)
We loved him… he was a beautiful happy puppy…
but… He had a few signs of aggression (not heard of AT ALL in this breed) *sigh*
we figured it was the “leader of the pack” thing… and we could train him…
as we loved on the little guy…
we realized more and more he was a “loose cannon” …
we could not trust him with anyone…
he only trusted me…
and he was randomly aggressive, growling or nipping at others..
but he continued to steal our hearts, and play, and grow, and get into puppy trouble…
he was a happy tail wagger! most of the time… =)
and we hoped he would grow out of his mild aggressiveness…maybe it was protectiveness…
He loved me…I was his person… he loved the kids but was a bit aggressive towards them…
nipping and growling at them… and he growled at my husband a lot …
we hoped it was something we could train out of him…
we were puzzled…
He had an obsession with the hose water …
he always wanted me to “water” so he could play in it as it sprayed out of the hose… *special memories*
=( no actual pictures or video of him doing his hose thing… *sigh*
and of course he played with Ned…
Lewis was Ned’s first puppy friend…
(Ned is Merlin’s regular playmate… for those of you who haven’t been around much!) 😉
We “knew” something was not right with Lewis…
he curled himself up like this a lot
he nipped at himself a lot
he nipped and growled more and more as he grew
the training was not helping with that… (though he did obey other commands really well)
I started googling and reading… and I started to realize it was probably a rare brain disorder I found…
my heart sank as each week passed…our puppy was probably suffering …
he was our baby…
by July we had visited 3 vets… all of whom told us he needed to be put down…
the last vet is a Cavalier owner himself…
by July we realized the “right” thing to do was “lay him to rest”…
his brain was sick… he was having nerve pain…he was getting worse not better…
he was our baby… it was SAD and horrible…
So… We took him to the beach ~ our happy place ~ for his last weekend with us~
he watched the kids play…
and he was so gentle that day…
he watched the kids dig…
and he dug too… *sweet sweet memory*
he loved his weekend at the beach… =)
On July 13, 2009 …
Lewis was “laid to rest”at 8 months old… I still miss that little guy!!!
he will forever be a part of my heart!!
and though I feel really silly sharing this post…
Something in me had to honor him today!
is this weird?! am I weird?? (don’t answer that!! ha ha) =)
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Though everyone advised us NOT to get another puppy right away…
we just couldn’t bear the thought of our kids thinking of last summer as the summer they lost their puppy…
so we went against the grain and looked for a new puppy…
Merlin joined our family Aug 31, 2009…. just a month and a half after we lost Lewis…
(talk about guilt! ~ don’t worry I will deal with it in therapy !!)
seriously …
We are blessed to have found Merlin …
our new puppy love… though he looks a lot like Lewis…
he does have a completely different personality…
now Merlin has stolen our hearts…
and We love our “new” 1 year old puppy !! =)
and in memory of my first puppy (since childhood)…
today I am going to water my lawn the way Lewis used to like it…
with the yellow hose instead of the sprinkler! =)
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oh… and just a funny “note”…. Merlin is Terrified of water!!
he runs like a little girl and hides when I turn the hose on!! =)
makes me laugh every time… poor little chicken! =)